you used to make me smile ;
make me laugh ;
make me feel loved.
hold me tight ;
kiss me sweetly ;
care for me deeply.
you made me remembered you
ever so clearly
...even now that you are gone.
I found that i am mature by having no friends and for a very very long time from pri school up till now walking alone is lonely,roads are totaly darkness no lights nth at all,slowly mature bit by bit seeing ppl having friends talking to them going out together yet being left alone ppl call you names you accpets it being push around yet keeping quiet,smilling everyday is the only things to hide my saddness i have waitied long enough but still cannot do anything abt it but to train myself even stronger walking alone eatting alone having your lunch.Family does care about you anything you do they doesn't like it even itis perfect they will think that you are still not perfect yet.Having friends around you isit happier? I really dunno that feeling le i dunno wat is friend? Is friends letting you in troubles or letting you to die?Or backstabing? Even ppl having BGR are happy.Me? a loner for life this life is for sure i doesn't haven friends Labels: FIRENDS PROBLEM
WAT EVEN I DO NO ONE LIKES IT
I MIND AS WELL DUN APPEAR AT ALL?
Benedict Chung (:
S0L0
15 ;
191295 ;
NVSS-ian ; 3A3 .
Basketball, Athletics
Curently not attach
Whishes:
Get one gf thats truly love me
pass my exam with flying colours
thats all height 167 trying to gain fatter!!;